Perfection

Sometimes I feel like I am expected to be nothing less then perfect. I am supposed to always have it together. I am supposed to have all the answers.
If I am having an off day or I decide to eat the whole cake. I am judged. I am ridiculed for not having more self control. It is hard trying to keep a personal life when you are a mother. But our sanity as women lies within our relationships with our girlfriends.

Having dinner with friends once a month is not considered selfish.. it is a necessity.

I love being a mother and wife. But somewhere in all of the chaos of daily routines I am bound to have an "episode" as my husband would put it.

I am able to forgive and forget... I just wish my husband was.

One bad move from me will guarantee a week of reminders and scolding.

It just isn't fair is it?

I started this blog because I wanted to remind myself and others out there that we as woman are not alone.. we all experience the same pressures. We all just want acceptance.

Something has to change.... I am tired of always feeling like Sh*t.

How can I expect my daughters to be confident in themselves. If all I am able to show sometimes if self doubt and self hate?

I am ranting and yes I am about to start my period.


But it shouldn't have to be shameful to express how you really feel.

Woman are emotional and there is beauty in that.

I am not hiding behind closed doors anymore... why hate something that can't be controlled.

I am an emotional mess.. and lucky for my husband Aunt rose is moving in for the next week.

Embrace your mood swings ladies... for without them we would be boring anyway.